“It was too exhausting to sustain this fear.”
I’m currently reading another “Africa ”
book one of my lovely readers let me borrow, and this line stood out for me.
Twenty Chickens for a Saddle
by Robyn Scott describes the author’s childhood
in rural Botswana during the 1980s and 90s. This particular chapter was about the growing AIDS
epidemic emerging in Botswana
in those years, much like in other parts of Africa .
Robyn, whose father was running flying doctor clinics throughout the
countryside, noticed one day how he was putting plasters on every little cut and scrape
on his body before going to work, and his explanation led to a whole new fear
in her life. She went on to fret for several weeks, but then realized it was
just too exhausting to keep it up, what with other more important events
consuming her attention.
The reason I found this line memorable is that it can be applied to expat life inSouth Africa
as much as a childhood in Botswana .
Before moving here, we are often inundated with horror stories about assault
and murder happening on a regular basis, and for a good while after moving here
we often exhaust ourselves with an all-consuming fear, bordering on panic. But
then the more mundane hassles take over your life, like getting a traffic
register number and seeing the dentist, and perhaps you’re also discovering the
beauty of this continent, so that bit by bit you give up indulging your worst
fears.
The reason I found this line memorable is that it can be applied to expat life in
You may not altogether forget them, and it’s probably a good thing to
stay vigilant, but you just cannot spend your days holed up with a wall around
you. The fact is, something bad could always happen to you, here or anywhere
else, but beyond taking the most basic precautions you would waste your life
being driven by the thought of it.
But Twenty Chickens for a Saddle is about much more than
AIDS, of course. It is a charming story of an unconventional childhood, not
just because of its setting but rather because of the quirks and eccentricities
of this particular family. Robyn’s mother is a staunch believer in home
schooling, because “a syllabus stifles creativity” and “children learn best in
unstructured situations,” and she cheerily proceeds to impose a rather
haphazard schooling regime, as much driven by daily events and the life around
them in the bush as any adherence to a formal curriculum. This is how Robyn and her younger brother and sister spend their childhood learning how to dissect snakes, repairing motorcycles, and raising the
chickens alluded to in the title in order to buy the long-coveted saddle.
Having just finished two books about Zimbabwe , I couldn’t help but draw
comparisons. Twenty Chickens for a Saddle has nothing of the drama and
excitement of colonial and post-colonial Zimbabwe , no horrors, torture,
genocide. But that in itself serves well in describing the character of Botswana , which is one of the biggest success
stories in Africa . It managed to gain
independence without bloodshed, without retributions, without much of the racial strife evident elsewhere,
while slowly acquiring a prosperity much envied by the surrounding countries.
The trials and tribulations of this unconventional family
(there is also an even more eccentric grandpa who is a Botswana legend in his own right, having emigrated from South Africa to become a bush pilot and later starting one ill-fated business venture after the other) will at
turns have you laughing out loud and marvel at the parents’ courage in defying
conventions, and then cringe with pity for the children who, as all children
do, so much long for a more “normal” family. Above all, it is another great
book with unforgettable insights about life in Africa
and why so many of us touched by it will always hold a very special place for
it in our hearts.

4 comments:
Fear can indeed be very exhausting (and kind of pointless, usually). I love that quote.
Yes, very true, that's why I loved it so much even though that is not the main theme of the book. I find the same thing about people who are pessimists. All they get for their worrying is a lot of time spend worrying, without affecting the outcome. So my attitude is, if something bad is going to happen, as an optimist I at least won't have made the time leading up to it miserable as well!
Good point!
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Keine Ahnung - Freud?
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